tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2789254076195331702024-03-04T23:03:40.879-08:00Happy All the TiMedoraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-73366008138370522582009-07-28T20:58:00.000-07:002009-07-28T21:09:10.042-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">My australian bf find me back again..</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">He want me to marry him...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">When i heard it, i must feel very happy right..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But i don't know why my heart suddenly feel scare..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">What i scare?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I scare one day he will divorce with me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I scare he is will change his heart one day..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I scare he is too big man, i need always listen to him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I scare his temper....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Oh no! how come i have soo many disappointed on him??</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">His mother wish he can marry with me before christmas</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">but his dad feel too rush, at least after one year..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But he wish to marry soon and move out his house..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">He wish to get marry just because his parent getting old..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I don't know we are love each other or not?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Accually we never meet each other...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">we know each other from yahoo messager..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">but we did saw pic and cam of each other..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Throught the chating, i know he strongly want to marry with chinese girl..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">We have net love for more than 3 years..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">In between this 3 years, we do broke..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But after that he told me that he can't find other girl who are better than me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">So at the last we together back again..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But i hate him always ignore me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I also hate him always scold me stupid or stubborn..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But now i will feel that, if i really love him</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I need to obey him and don't make him angry..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I really don't want to lost this chance again..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">As my age is getting old..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Now i really tired on working, my life..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I really wish can find one man who really </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">love me, care me, understanding me and treat me as a princess..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I know maybe he is my Mr Right..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I wish after marry, i can not need to work</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Just stay at home to be full time housewife..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Take care my husband and our kids..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I know he can give me this kind of life..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I can't describe my feeling now..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I wish to get marry with good man..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">But when it is happen i feel scare...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Wish he is my true love and last man...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Wish the God bless me...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-56646501855492060322009-07-14T07:03:00.000-07:002009-07-14T07:15:50.778-07:00Friend..<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I think he and I be normal friend is better..</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I don't know what i had done wrong??</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Today he never find me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Even i sms him, but he also just ignore me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">That is very hurt for me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I had directly told him that i want to meet him</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">but he still ignore me and no respond..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Suddenly i feel that, he just will find me if got any insurance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">He won't find me without insurance topic..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">That is quite sad for me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Now i just know myself is so cheap</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Every time if the topic is related with insurance,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">he must reply me in very fast..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">If not he always just ignore me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">He really not like before when we know each other..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">That time he always play sms with me, call me to talk</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">but now...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Honestly, i have feeling on him.. I think i fall in love on him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">But i know now i need to forget it all...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I know i can't fall in love on him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I try to persuade myself, don't think of him, don't mind of him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Need to treat him as normal friend....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Since he just ignore me, so better dont' disturb him any more</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">So i told myself, start from now, i won't sms him to bother him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Since he don't like to reply me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Then i won't sms him or call him any more...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Just wait when he want, he will find me himself...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Maybe i also need to force myself to forget him...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">I think we are just only friend...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">maybe only client with agent only...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Maybe he feel that i'm boring and troublesom..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">So i better keep away from him...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;">Don't make him feel angry or hate me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633FF;"><br /></span></div>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-27109460705616550782009-07-12T08:37:00.000-07:002009-07-12T08:47:29.622-07:00Am i useless????<span style="color:#3366ff;">I always think that, am i useless???</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I just wonder why everything that i done</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">always is unsmooth and never go with my mind??</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">NO matter in my life, my work, my family or my love</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I never get the good answer or good news.....</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Why? can someone tell me WHY?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I also wish that everything that i do can go by very smooth......</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I also wish my life can go by very good....</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I know in my family, i'm the most useless.....</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I can't help my parents, i can't give them the good life...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">For my brother, i can't give him the money as much as he want..</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I give nothing for my family, but i still make them into trouble..</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I know everything is my false... I hope i can change everything...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Even i know that is very impossible, but i still wish i can do it....</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">When someone look down on me, i wish i can do the best to prove it...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">But every time i failed on it... no matter what i do always is the wrong...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I always tell myself to be strong in every thing and every way...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">So i always cry myself when i'm alone...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Nobody know my situation... nobody can help me..</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">and nobody give me concern...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Everyone just blame me, scold me or talk bad to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Why i always is the unlucky one?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">When the luck is come to me? When i can have a happy ending?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I feel sorry to my family, my parents and my siblings...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I just can say, i will try my very best to make everything in good...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I wish some day, i can give my parents a good life...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I hope the God father are always listening my pray...</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-20304906133639643282009-07-06T21:58:00.001-07:002009-07-07T05:56:14.660-07:00My Dearest Grandma<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I feel very very very sad this few days..</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">My dearest grandma had passed away yesterday early morning..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I feel very sad and sad and sad....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I really don't know how to explain my sad..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I also feel very sorry to my grandma..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Last week when she went into hospital</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">i wish to go back to visit her.. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">but mom say is not very serious..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Doctor always ask us to do the preparation..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I really can't accept when i heard the news..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I just feel curious when we do not have preparation,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">God had ask her go back..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Until today when i think of grandma, i still will cry..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I really not dare my grandma away from us..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I never think grandma will go away from us..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Yesterday i really can't accept the news..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">But today i feel ok, just a bit sad..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Even i feel sad, but i still need to pretend i'm fine in front of other..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I just can pray to the God father </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">to take care of my grandma..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">I know one day we will meet in the heaven..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">Grandma, i miss you forever and forever..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><br /></span></div>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-13837208743082058062009-07-06T21:52:00.000-07:002009-07-06T21:58:02.606-07:00Friend?? Special friend?? normal friend??<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">I really don't know what is our relationship now??</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Even he angry me, but he still treat me very nice..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">He still like before when i need, he will help as he can..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">He still will take some time to meet me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">I'm very sad this few days..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">My dearest grandma had passed away yesterday early morning..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">I cried until my eyes become buns..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">I cried for whole day when i think of it..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">I just simply sms him to tell him that i feel sad..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">but when he know it, he come suddenly to concern me and see me..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Accually yesterday he want to sign up with my colleague</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">he will come to my house around 5pm</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">i thought he mean come to see me is mean 5pm</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">but accually he is not.. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">he told me he will come to see me before 2pm and</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">sign up with my colleauge at 5pm..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">mean he will come to my house two times..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">At that time i really feel touching heart..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Because he come to see me after he heard i'm sad and cry..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">But i know i can't have other thinking on him..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">He just treat me as a normal friend..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">He treat every friend, no matter is girl or guy</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">he always treat them nice as he can....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Maybe is myself think too much...</span></div>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-71342169261897805202009-07-04T22:56:00.000-07:002009-07-04T23:01:20.781-07:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">Today, i make him so angry on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">until he ask me don't reply him sms any more..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think this time i really do the wrong.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think he really angry me now..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So i stop sms him, but i still had say sorry to him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think after today i will put down every feeling on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I won't have keep any hope on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Maybe he is not the guy the God arrange for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think our relationship just can maintain in between client and agent..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Now i just realise that, every time always is my own false..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">just because i force too much on one guy, so make them scaring on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So i think, i better to choose to be a single..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Maybe single life is the best way for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Bless myself..</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-2776624334077859332009-07-03T09:08:00.000-07:002009-07-03T09:40:36.339-07:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">What call LOVE? What is LOVE?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I promise to my exbf that i will accept him back</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i ask myself, did i really love him?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">BUt i found that, i not really love him, i just want to keep my promise only..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">This recently i met one guy that he is very</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">care of me, concern on me, and always borrow his ears to me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He treat me nice, no matter what help i need, he must help..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I feel that i have a nice feeling on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i found that he treat every friend and every girl as good as me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So maybe i think too much on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Maybe he just treat me as a his insurance client or normal friend..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Maybe i'm too stupid that easy to fall in love on someone..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He had told me that he won't fall in love on any girl..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He say he can treat me nice and good, can borrow me the ears to listen</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just he can't fall in love on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just myself is too stupid, still fall in love on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So after that i need to force myself to put down everything</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Maybe single also not bad..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So please don't think too much..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just treat him as a normal friend..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-20189821798690649162009-06-09T04:23:00.000-07:002009-06-09T04:36:05.875-07:00一切都太迟了。。<span style="color:#6666cc;">我和他分开后不久,他又回来找我了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">记得那天收到他的信息,他告诉我说,</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">他进了医院,他不断的向我道歉。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">他说之前他那样对我,也许是因为当时他压力太大。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">还说他很想念我,希望我回到他的身边。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">他说他知道错了,他后悔当初这样对我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">他希望我们的关系回到从前那样。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">他说他会好好的珍惜我、关心我、爱我、</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">会比以前更抽时间出来和我见面。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">坦白说,刚开始看到他的信息时,我真的有点心动。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我很想原谅他,因为如果说我已经完完全全的忘记他,</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">那是骗人的。。我不想他,也是不可能的。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">毕竟我们偷偷摸摸的在一起了这么多年。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我不知道他葫芦里卖的是什么药?</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我也不知道他再一次找回我目的是什么。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">所以最终我还是狠下心来。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我不希望他再一次的利用我,我也不想再被他的甜言蜜语所骗。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">不属于我的东西,我不想再拥有。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">这样下去最后受伤的还是我。。那为何我要这么笨呢?</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">即使我再接受他,他还是和以前一样</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我们也不能常见面,毕竟他是有家庭的人。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">我还是希望能找一个属于我自己的那一个人。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-37428005973589900402009-05-18T18:27:00.000-07:002009-05-18T19:31:08.371-07:00全新的自己<span style="color:#cc66cc;">不知不觉我搬来新的地方已经半个月了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">工作不如以前。。可是说轻松了很多,也可以说压力更重了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">轻松是因为毕竟是自己的地方,不用看人的脸色。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">有压力是因为要很小心的用钱。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">每个月的开销让我吃不消。。每天都要在担心不够分。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">不管怎样,我相信一切会顺利。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">俗语说:万事起头难。。我希望接下去的日子会更好。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">慢慢的,家人也开始支持我,会给我意见。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">至少这是让我感到安慰的一点。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">刚开始我是真的很有压力,因为我要处理所有的事。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">现在我把所有我名下和他有关系的全部处理完了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">心中也觉得踏实了,也比较安心了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">至少不用担心他会利用我的名字来做什么坏事。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">现在回想起来,当初自己真的很笨,很天真。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">被他的甜言蜜语骗到团团转,不止害到自己,还连累到家人</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">就当作是吸取了一份很重很重的教训了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">和他分了之后,我整个人也轻松了。。感觉上我卸下了很重的包袱</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">感觉自己也变开朗了许多。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">想想还是找个单身的比较好,那样他就可以完全的属于我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">他的时间、人、爱,完全只有我拥有而已。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">现在的我,什么都不想那么多。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">现在自己的事业才刚起步,希望我所有的事能顺利。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">我也希望能得到一些的支持,这样我才能走得更有信心。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">所以我现在要很勇敢、很坚强的走我接下去的人生路。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">不管是在事业、人生路上都要很有信心的走下去。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">我也相信,天父上帝也一直在看顾着我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">他的恩典够我用。。只要我寻求他,就必寻见。。</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-40406647997823142512009-04-26T19:32:00.000-07:002009-04-26T20:10:21.025-07:00一失足成千古恨<span style="color:#cc33cc;">人真的不可以做错事,一错就不能再回头,也不能弥补。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">就只能怪自己当初无知,容易相信别人。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">搞到现在他不承认欠我的钱,也不要还钱。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我什么方法都用尽了,他就只知道逃避。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">绝话我也说了,但他就是不理。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我还能怎样???有谁可以告诉我?有谁可以帮助我?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的不知道我应该要怎样做现在??</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不是没有打电话给他,我也不是没有信息给他。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">可是他就是不理会,像是我欠他钱一样,还要被他骂。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">家人又每天打电话来催我叫他还钱。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的不知道我要怎样做才好。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的只希望在剩下的两天里,能给我一些</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">安静、平静、安心的离开这里。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">人生有感情的动物。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">虽然我在这里不久,但我对这中心的一切一切,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">包括和他的相处,和老师,同学们的相处,这里的一切</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我都很珍惜,也很怀念,很舍不得。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">每当想到他对我这样不仁不义时,我心真的很痛、很痛。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">为什么我总是一次又一次的被男人利用感情?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">为什么我身边的男人没有一个是对我真心的?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的很伤、很痛、很失望。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不想对他太绝,可是现在是他先对我绝。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不允许别人对我这么无情。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我所付出的感情,不仅得不到回报,还要被人这样的辱骂。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我最讨厌的就是身边的人利用我的感情。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">所以只要有人对我好,我会双倍的还给他。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">但只要有人对我不好,我也会双倍的对他。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我承认有时我做事会一时冲动,但如果我不这样吃亏的总是自己。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我的好心被别人当狼心狗肺。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">为什么老天爷对我总是那么不公平?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">不管是在友情、爱情、亲情上,我总是得到不平等的待遇</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">从小到大,我都是自己一个人承担所有,家人总是看不起我。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">身边的朋友来得快,去得也快。。认识的朋友不会长久,总是伤害收场</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">在爱情里,寻寻觅觅了多年,身边的男人都利用我,没有对我付出真感情</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的不知我到底做错什么,现在要承受这一切。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">表面上,别人认为我很坚强,很勇敢,很独立、是现在的女强人。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">其实我不是,我并没有大家所认为的那么坚强。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">一年一年的老,年龄也越来越大,我真的想找一个肩膀来依靠。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我也好想可以让我长时期的休息,不用工作,让老公来养。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">可是老天爷就是不让我遇到这样的男人。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">遇到了,总是困难重重。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">两个人相隔两地。。要见面安排了都见不到。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的希望我的生活可以好一点,不要有这么多的波折。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">至少不要有那么多的试炼,让我平平凡凡的过日子。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不渴望我的人生有多么精彩,有多么威风,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我只希望我能做我自己喜欢的事,过个平凡的日子。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-50289519830774724222009-04-22T19:17:00.000-07:002009-04-22T19:48:08.241-07:00家人。。<span style="color:#993399;">自从认识了他后,我的生活没以前那么好,</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">更没以前那么风光,经济也不如以前好。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">最近,父母的反应和谈话,让我觉得我更加对不起他们。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">爸爸知道我不够钱运作我的补习中心,</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">他却向他的好朋友开口借钱,但需要条件。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">可惜我的条件不符合。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">妈妈听到我欠车期,不够钱还。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">我还没开口,她就问我差多少,她进钱给我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">妈妈说她明白现在刚要成立事业,万事起头难。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">她说只要熬过头几个月就好了,接下去就比较不怕了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">听到父母这样为我着想,这么的担心我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">让我觉得我更对不起他们。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">但我又觉得很安慰,他们还是关心我、支持着我。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">所以我告诉我自己,不管现在有多么辛苦、多么艰难</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">我都要勇敢、坚强的走下去。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">有了家人、父母的支持,我会更努力、加油的做到最好。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">我不会因为小人而打到我的信心。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">既然选择了要自己开办事业,那就要坚持理想。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">我不希望能赚大钱,还是干个什么大事业。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">但我只是想脚踏实地的做我自己喜欢的教育工作。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">至少不用看别人的脸色。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">希望我的决定不会是一个错误。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">我也希望接下去的一切能顺利。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">加油。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-57560374657550604532009-04-21T18:04:00.000-07:002009-04-21T18:24:58.867-07:00休息。。<span style="color:#6600cc;">反反复复的人生,我真的累了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我想休息。。想过个平凡的日子。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我的人生为什么总是那么多的波折?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我自认我不是独立的女性,我的依赖性也很强。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我也希望我的决定能得到大家的认同。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我更希望得到大家都支持。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">虽然身边的人帮不上什么忙,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">但至少能给我一点的鼓励和安慰,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我就已经觉得足够了。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">但往往这样简单的要求都无法实现。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我的人生就要进入30年了,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">但我却还在跌跌撞撞,还在寻找出路。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">我更希望能找到属于我的那个避风港。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">看到自己的朋友个个都找到避风港,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">真的很羡慕她们。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">至少她们拥有一个大大的肩膀依靠。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">而我常常都是一个人孤零零的面对一切。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">或许我应该认命,也许我的命注定了要这样。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">只是不明白为何不让我的生命好过一点呢?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">是我自己太封闭自己呢?还是我在撞牛角尖?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">至少让我看清了这个世界,让我看到了人性的真面目。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">也许是时候让自己放长假。。好好休息。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">或许我是真的累了,需要好好的去充电。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">或许有那么一天,我踏入人生中无时间限制的休息,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">那有多好。。可是不顾一切,放下世俗的长时间休息。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">眼睛再也看不到人性可恶的一面,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">也不用被可恶的人欺负。。这何尝不是一件好事呢?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-91818676222054525662009-04-20T19:14:00.000-07:002009-04-20T19:39:01.037-07:00一切都一切。。<span style="color:#cc33cc;">今天开始我对他的感情已经完完全全的放下了。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不会再有遗憾、不会挽留、更不会对他心软。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">就从他无理的骂我开始。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我的心就像刀割一样,割得很深、很痛、很伤。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">只是一件小小的问题,他可以讲到很过份。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不曾为他想过,我一直在钱里打转。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">难道他自己也不也是一样吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">他欠我家这么多钱,难道他自己有好好的处理过吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">他最厉害的就是逃避,以为逃避就可以不用还钱,不用负责任。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">难道他又有为我想过吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">因为他,搞到我现在没脸见我家人。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我不知道我要如何面对我家人。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我觉得我很对不起我的家人。。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">这一切都因为他。。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我在想,如果当初我没遇见他。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我今天也许还是在诗巫安安心心的当补习老师。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">不会搞到今天要自立门户,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">每天还担心不够钱。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">有时我觉得我真的很累、很累。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我好想抛弃一切,什么都不理,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">就这样一走了之。。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">有时我觉得我自己好无助。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">甚至无助到去算命。。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我觉得我自己好笨哦。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">是一个基督徒,既然跑去算命,却不相信自己的上帝。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我真的希望有人可以在我身边支持我、鼓励我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">我希望我的决定可以得到别人的认同。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-89531194856396653842009-04-13T01:43:00.000-07:002009-04-13T02:12:20.877-07:00Give Up..<span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think i had give up everything,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">especially "he"....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">THis two days we always quarrel about money..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I feel that i hate him so much..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I don't know why..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Until today he still just ask me to do this and that..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I try to cool down myself..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I told myself don't think too much..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Since i had dicided to leave him, </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So don't think so much..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just put down the feeling on him and forget him everything..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">We will broke, that was been experted..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I know we will broke, just don't know when only..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Since now the time had come, so just leave...<br />Wish myself after broke with him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I can be more happy and more success..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Good luck of myself and happy always..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-90573513036844546592009-04-12T22:48:00.000-07:002009-04-12T23:07:22.252-07:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">人生现实的。。社会也是现实的。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">有时我真的不明白,为什么??</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">老天爷为何对我会这么多不公平??</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">两个人相爱,不就是要坦诚相对,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">有事时一起解决吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">可是为什么,和他在一起时,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他面对事情困难时,我就必须帮他想办法</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">为何在我有困难时,他却可以当个旁观者?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我需要他的帮忙时,他总是有很多的借口。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他最会做的事,就是距我于千里之外、不理我、不管我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">也许是我自己太笨了,也太好骗了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">这一年半走来,回想起来。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">如果说他真的爱我。。我会犹豫这是真的吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">如果他真的爱我,就不会这样对待我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">给我感觉,他只是在利用我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">现在我已经失去了利用的价值,他就一脚把我推开。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我真的很看不起这样的男人。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">有事发生从来不敢面对,却选择逃避。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他已经不是当初我所认识的“他”了。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他曾答应过我,只有我们在一起,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">不管再大的事,只要有他在,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">天踏下来,由他来帮我顶。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他也答应过我,只有我们能在一起,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他就会爱我多多、疼我多多,不会让我受苦、受委屈。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">可是现在的我,却什么都没有。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">有的只是他的冷落、不理会、失去利用价值就踢开我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我真的很笨。。我全心全意的付出我对他的爱,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我放进我所有的感情来爱他,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我也失去了理想的为他而没保护我自己。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">到头来,得到的却是深深的伤害。。永远的痛。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">这值得吗?是我应该要得到的回报吗?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">原本放弃爱情的我,选择不再要有爱情了,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">但他的出现,他的曾诺、他的保证</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">让我又再一次的接受爱情、又再一次的让人来伤害我。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我真的真的好累,好累、好累。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">不知肉体上的累,甚至是精神上的累。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我好想好想好好的休息。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我也需要一个厚厚的肩膀来依靠,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">也需要一双温暖的手来呵护,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">更需要一个结实的胸膛来维护。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">可是我得到的却是一次又一次的伤害,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">一刀又一刀的伤痕。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我只能用工作,看戏来麻醉我自己。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我真的不知道我应该要怎样才能忘记这一切都伤痛?</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-4708745987755755232009-04-12T22:24:00.000-07:002009-04-12T22:47:18.849-07:00Broken Heart..<span style="color:#6633ff;">I had broke with "he"..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">And he had told me that he want to leave me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and we can't continue our relationship..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">If you ask me, i still love him?</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">My answer is yes..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">If i not love him, i won't do so much thing for him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">I spend a lot of my time, my money on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">But at the end, it seem like</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">I had been using by him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">He just playing me around, foolish me around..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">Always broke promise on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">But since he choose to stop relationship with me, </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">that is good for him too..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">Start from beginning, we start our relationship is a faulth..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">He is not belong to me..and he is not mine too..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">Because i love him, so i wish he can be happy always..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">After i leave, maybe he can be more happy</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">on his life, with his family and his business..</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-32630633849664247332009-04-08T02:08:00.000-07:002009-04-08T02:25:38.591-07:00Leaving..<span style="color:#cc33cc;">I know to be a 3rd party in other marriage, that is very difficult..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I think for many days, i had make the decision that </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I want to leave him.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I feel i hate him, when he facing problem always ask for my help</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but now, when i have problem he just ignore me and choose to leave me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">As i remember before that he told me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">always is the girl leave me, but now is his turn to leave girl..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Honestly, it is very hurt on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Even i know we can't be longer and we must broke one day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But that is still hurt me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">After the tuition centre here close, our relationship will be end too..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I will return him back to his wife, his family..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He is not belong to me and i just one of the passenger that pass by of him</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I just think that, if i love one guy..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It din't mean that i need to have him,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If he really live in happy, it is good already..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I wish he can found his happiness forever after he leave me...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Since i had decided to leave, i won't consider anything..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I will start and facing my new life..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish me good luck</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i also wish he happy all the time and good luck on his business..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Now I just know i need to start my new life..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Forget the pass and keep hardworking for my future..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-69223299261553545752009-03-29T19:34:00.000-07:002009-03-29T19:43:29.129-07:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">我明白做第三者的命运。。我曾想过离开。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">离开他,离开这里,抛下一切都走。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">或许是我太重感情吧,我不舍得。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">虽然只是无名无分的和他在一起,这是我自己当初的选择</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">怨不得谁。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">也许自己傻,被人哄了几句,就信到十足。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我有时在想,我真的爱他吗?还是只是纯粹的喜欢而已。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">他总是认为我想毁掉他的家。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">这样的指责对我很不公平。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">如果我真的想毁掉他的家,</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我不会等到今天..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">我早就会像其他女生一样每天吵着他离婚,可是我不曾这样做过。。</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">难道这样我也有错吗?</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-79994406992123227912009-03-29T19:25:00.000-07:002009-03-29T19:34:18.067-07:00Think..<span style="color:#6600cc;">I asking myself always..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">What is the different between Love and Like?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I can't understand what the both meaning..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Nowadays, i think many about </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Myself, my own, my job, my life and my love..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Nobody can give me the idea..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">The life need to arrange myself and walk by myself..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">When i was young, when everyone love by parents,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I need come out to work..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">When everyone still in primary,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I already in secondary school..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">When everyone in secondary school,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I start to study in University..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">When everyone enjoy the life in University,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I come out to work because life..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Sometime i really feel very tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I miss my home very much when i alone..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I alone to work out of my hometown and always alone..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I really feel tired.. n i wish someone can give me help and concern..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Nowadays i meet "he" less and less..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">As i know after this centre close,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">maybe my relationship with him also will end..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I had think to leave him or stop the relationship with him,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But i not dare.. becoz maybe i love him too much deep..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Even i know he is not belong to me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He always think that i want to broke his family..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I know he is a nice husband and nice father..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">If i really want him broke his family, </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I must ask him to disvorce with his wife..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I won't wait until today..</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-45195457968685975532009-02-27T00:04:00.000-08:002009-02-27T00:07:57.600-08:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKsWfT0LJwkmgcFrgmc5248arOO84i4KoRuBTLAn2qCqJPv4wZktgK_UZD8wTCT98jdKTKZMEYm1L70JVmzvFkeVdPAntnLHeb-YOExJlY4Zv4312FqLJ_niy2cd1hOlznqx-W_j0XIt0/s1600-h/DSC00640.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307385507718114386" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKsWfT0LJwkmgcFrgmc5248arOO84i4KoRuBTLAn2qCqJPv4wZktgK_UZD8wTCT98jdKTKZMEYm1L70JVmzvFkeVdPAntnLHeb-YOExJlY4Zv4312FqLJ_niy2cd1hOlznqx-W_j0XIt0/s320/DSC00640.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I go to beach with Susan(my colleague)</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I feel very happy and comfortable..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I miss beach so much..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Make me forget everything and free..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I had very long time din't go beach..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Both of us like a crazy girl.. haha..</span></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I wish i can go beach always.... :)</span></div>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-65552952550440547592009-02-16T02:49:00.000-08:002009-02-16T02:58:20.484-08:00..Believe or not believe??..When i choose to believe that Charles is true on me<br />But someone tell me that he is just a lier..<br />Make my heart hurt and broken..<br />I start to think is that he is true or he just cheat?<br />I heard one of my friend said<br />His colleague also facing the same story with me..<br />I should believe her or not?<br />Accually i hate her so much..<br />She always say something that not true to me..<br />She told me many things<br />But after i found out the answer<br />I just know she just telling me lie..<br />So i should believe who?<br />But until now charles still not yet pay the payment..<br />The parcel still retained in Dubai..<br />I really very confuse now..<br />WHy? why? WHY?<br />Why everything seem not very good luck on me?<br />I just wish can meet one guy that really love me and care me<br />I also wish can get married soon..<br />Since my age is getting older..<br />But now i facing the problem like that?<br />So i still need to choose believe charles?<br />OR i can't believe him?<br />Did charles same like other guy that just a lier?<br />I wish he is not.....<br />Who can give me answer?<br />Now i just can wait see his parcel really come or not?<br />AND i also wish to wait he really will come kuching or not?<br />I hope everything will become true..<br />May God bless me..doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-78430624282720400512009-02-10T17:14:00.000-08:002009-02-12T17:27:19.908-08:00..leave or stay??<span style="color:#6600cc;">This morning I think many things..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">In my mind.. I just wish to find one nice bf..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish my bf always beside me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish he can with me when i face problem..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish he can give me full of love and concern..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But "he" can't do that..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I really hate him always broke the promise on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I also hate him treat me so bad this recently..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I know he is married man..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I know his family is more important than me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But i just need his concern and love only..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Is that i wrong too?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Because his attitude like that..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I have the strong feeling that i want to leave..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Maybe not right now.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But i don't know when is the time..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">This recently i close with Charles..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I thought he like other guy just joke with me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But he use his action to tell me he is true on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He promise to send the gift for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I treat he just joke on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Until I get his email about the receipt and invoice..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I really very surprise on that..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He send me white gold diamond wedding ring,</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">necklace, earring and laptop...</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I really surprise on it..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish he really is a true heart on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">If he is true heart then i will leave here everything and follow him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish everything will be fine on him and me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I hope this time not a joke..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-43583102929451802482009-02-10T03:42:00.000-08:002009-02-10T03:56:46.267-08:00..wedding..<span style="color:#6600cc;">This few days i think manything..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He hurt me very much and always choose to leave me alone..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">After last week i went back to my hometown..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He let me feel that i'm strongly fee want to leave him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">In between this recently..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Charles treat me very nice and very concern me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He said he will send me the gift for valentine gift..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I thought he is just joke only..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">But today i get his email..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He really send me the gift and he email me the receipt..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I found that he send me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Diamond white gold wedding gold, necklace, earrings..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He said he want me to marriage him and</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">He wish to let me know tat he is true love on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I just feel that, if he really true heart on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I will choose to follow him and marriage him..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I really wish to leave here..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Especially want to leave he..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">So i also don't know what to do?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I just know i want to leave him and here..</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">I wish to build out my own home with my lover..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-55494624565069966342009-02-07T01:03:00.001-08:002009-02-07T01:11:54.896-08:00..sad.. hurt..<span style="color:#cc33cc;">Today really too many bad thing happen on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">My hp lost.. my flight had been delay to very late..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why this all happen on me??? Why???</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I ask him bring me go to buy something since my fligh delay..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But he reject me.. he just care his family..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why he so unfair on me? </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why he can always left me alone?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why?????????????????????????</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I don't know what to do now????</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He really make me feel that very strong want to leave him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really don't want this kind of relationship any more..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">We have no future.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I just wish he can concern me more..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But he never.. he just know to leave me alone to work and work..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why this world so unfair on me????</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I hate him.. I really hate him very much....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I know he is married man..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But he promise me that he will love me and care me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But now, always leave me aside and ignore me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I just have a small request only, he also can't do for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">That really hurt me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish i really can put down this relationship..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish myself have the brave to leave him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish myself really can put down the love on him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Even i know it will be very sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But the time can prove it..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">The time can help me recover from the sad..</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278925407619533170.post-17432404256419957312009-02-06T21:02:00.000-08:002009-02-07T00:08:30.673-08:00..sad...<span style="color:#cc33cc;">I feel very sad.. I also feel very angry..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I had lost my mobile phone..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really don't know why last night I'm so careless..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really feel sad becaues that i lost my two phones..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But what to do? It had happen..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Even compalining now, blaming now, that useless too..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just I really feel very sad..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really can't understand why??</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why this recently the bad luck always follow me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish after this happening, everything will be fine..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Everything that belong to me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I have feeling on them.. Even the are non-living things..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I also hope that after the happening..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">There are someone give me concern..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But most of the people just blaming me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is myself careless.. my own false.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Make my heart more hurt and pain..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish myself after wrote..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Don't think any more..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Even sad, the life still need going on..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wish good luck to myself..</span>doraemonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08761026048053242591noreply@blogger.com0