Missing

I feel sad this few days.. I don't know what to do..
I just know cry only.. when i think of him, i just cry..
He will going to Australia tomorrow.. I really not dare he leave..
But what to do???
Since i come here, this time is the first time he leave me for long time..
I don't know when he will come back, and how long he will go..
I wish i can send him, but that is impossible..
I wish to meet him last time before he leave, but the situation is not allowed..
I wish before he fly he can give me a call, but he won't do that..
When he is not around, i feel that i lost a big shoulder..
When i met problem, he always help me to settle..
When i not enough money to use, he will give me..
When i feel unhappy, he make me smile..
I don't know how to pass the time without him..
I know i must miss him very very much and too much..
I just can cry.. after cry.. feel tired just sleep..
Wish the time can pass faster..
So that he can be back faster..
This month is the special month for me..
We get known each other for one year..
I wish that day he already back here and we can have a good time..
I wish my dream can come true..
I wish he can be succesfull on his business..
I wish everything he can go by smooth..
Wish him good luck and all the best..
I really miss him so much.. Is that mean i love him too deep too?