Down

I don't know why.. I worry him so much..

I try many ways to find him..

Yesterday i call hotel until his room to find him..

But i din't talk with him..

But at the end i know he got call back to his wife..

But he never call me up..

He don't know i will worry him?

Until this morning i ask his wife his number..

Just because he had promise my bro to meet each other up..

After i call him, he told me that he can't call through my phone..

You think am i believe that?

I think, maybe i have no seat in his heart..

If not, why he can let me so worry until like that?

I totally can't sleep well and my heart can't feel better..

So i think is that i have no seat in his heart?

Suddenly my mood feel very bad and down..